I wrote her off for the tenth time today
And practiced all the thing i would say
But she came over
I lost my nerve
I took her back and made her dessert
Now I know Im being used
That okay man cause I like the abuse
I know shes playing with me
Thats okay cause ive got no self esteem
We make plans to go out at night
I wait till 2 then I turn out the light
All this rejection got me so low
If she keeps it up I just might tell her so
When shes saying tha she wants only me
Then I wonder why she sleeps with my friends
When shes saying tha im like disease
Then I wonder how much more i can spend
Well i guess i should stick up for myself
But I really think its better this way
The more you suffer
The more it shows you really care
Right?
Now I'll relate this little bit
That happens more than Id like to admit
Late at night she knocks on my door
Shes drunk again and looking to score
Now I know I should say no
But thats kind of hard when shes ready to go
I may be dumb
Bum Im not a dweeb
Im just a sucker with no self esteem.